Monday, May 14, 2007

Here comes another one

So, I'm finally beginning to realize something really simple. We all have our internal anxieties, our shadows and our insecurities. I'm not unique in how my internal muck stews within - its my own recipe - but everyone has their own. This may seem kind of obvious but I think I struggle sometimes around how I get to be competent and skilled and feel like a complete fool sometimes. I want to be one or the other. Not both. Talk about splitting.

Module four is this week. Should be loads of fun with lots of exciting and new experiences...
Sigh. I just can't quite get THAT enthused.
After this one is over there is only three more to go. Now that's worth thinking about.

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